family, love, Uncategorized

The pin in the universe of life.

Do you ever live your life and think is that you? I see my life and sometimes when I'm out in the garden I look into our room and see what I've built the last few years and think how the fuck did I get here? Did I really want to be here? Is this… Continue reading The pin in the universe of life.

family

Friends with your ex

There isn't much I am proud of in my life apart from the usual but there is one thing I am immensely proud of something that has taken some work at the beginning and that is my friendship with my ex husband and the friendship that formed with him and my new husband, I am… Continue reading Friends with your ex

family, mental health

Mums without their children

There is a massive stigma when it comes to mums that 'choose' to live away from their offspring and I have had funny looks and questions asking me why and normally when I explain the situation almost everyone understands but I can still see the look on their faces as if to say I was or am a bad mother.

daily life, love, mental health

It’s good to talk

Everyday begins with an act of courage and hope: getting out of bed. Mason Cooley Mental health awareness week is here and it's crazy to think we have a week that is dedicated to mental health but as suicide is on the rise it's brilliant that something like this can be brought to the forefront… Continue reading It’s good to talk

love

He’s just not that into you.

How do you deal with a marriage break up anyway? Do you walk away with head held high or do you scream and shout, fall into deep depression and never want to be hurt again? Yep, I did that one. Initially when my marriage ended to Edwardo, it was just 'ok that's it then', we… Continue reading He’s just not that into you.

Uncategorized

To the girl who has waited long enough

When I met the man who saved me just over two years ago, as I mentioned before I was in a rough place, it wasn't good, I was deeply depressed, getting deeper into a world I didn't want to be in sometimes, for a year prior to meeting him I didn't feel love, I didn't… Continue reading To the girl who has waited long enough